I have lost my wind, roll the windows down
Find me some comfort
Leave me alone
The one at the bottom
I see, there’s nothing I wonder
I see through the holes in us

And I am kneeling distraught
I will always feel there’s something gone
I’m belittled but I find it wrong
I saw breaking day and I,
Saw the current state of us

I should leave right now
No one is keeping me on this ground
Move out to somewhere south
Where the weather is warm
And I feel less doubt
Maybe I’m running
From what I know
Something is different
I need a new place to wander
I’m leaving to grow for now

And I am kneeling distraught
I will always feel there’s something gone
I’m belittled but I find it wrong
I saw breaking day and I,
Saw the current state of us

Well I was dying to leave this place I know
Traded it in for something I can relate to
I’ll find out who I really am
It takes some time but maybe that’s okay, yeah
Trying to make my way past hope
Do what I can with everything that I’ve been through
I’ll take my chances to live again

It’s all to move on
To the seas if they will take you home
It’s a journey just to find your own
It will take your hate
When you find that place

Well I was dying to leave this place I know
Traded it in for something I can relate to
I’ll find out who I really am
It takes some time but maybe that’s okay, yeah
Trying to make my way past hope
Do what I can with everything that I’ve been through
I’ll take my chances to live again

Once again miss tumblr and am going to TRY to keep posting regularly throughout the weeks but you never know.

LIFE UPDATE; things have completely turned around from me, I finally got a job, hell I got two jobs! I work at the pink elephant, it’s an vintage/antique/furniture/collectibles store.  To some people that might be lame, but I absolutely love working there, it’s been one of my most enjoyable jobs yet.  Then two days later I got hired as a hostess for a new restaurant called The Meat Pit and it’s just as fun.  I’m working my ass off and I couldn’t be any happier.  I’m so blessed right now! I even got a new air mattress, as stupid as that sounds to be happy over, if you have ever slept on one that had a hole and you had to pump your bed up every few hours, you know exactly what the hell I’m talking about.

OH! a tornado also touched down a street over from where I live, it destroyed everything, and killed more people and animals. Everything is in havoc but I’m grateful to still say that my home is in one piece and the worst I endured is three days without power. 

Sunday; today, which is my day off. I finally slept in and I loved every minute of it! I don’t work tomorrow either so I’ll probably just end up picking my little bro up from school, do some grocery shopping and clean the house, haha I sound so uncool! ;)

I can’t wait for the next few weeks, saving up massive amounts of money so I can get all of my stuff fixed and into order. I also decided that this weekend when I get paid, it’s revamp time.

HOPEFULLY hanging out with Kendra this week, I need girl time and I miss her, can’t wait!

Bye for now.